secret

why won't this feeling go away

this empty

aching

longing hole

it's eating me alive

i smile and laugh

and act like life is going on

but really i'm drowning

you've moved on and forgotten

but i'm still here

nobody knows how much i loved you

and miss you

you left me

you hurt and abandoned me

and yet

i wish you were back

you've still got a piece of hy heart

and this gaping wound in my soul

can't heal without it

1998-09:58