this empty
aching
longing hole
it's eating me alive
i smile and laugh
and act like life is going on
but really i'm drowning
you've moved on and forgotten
but i'm still here
nobody knows how much i loved you
and miss you
you left me
you hurt and abandoned me
and yet
i wish you were back
you've still got a piece of hy heart
and this gaping wound in my soul
can't heal without it
1998-09:58